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Pupose as a cuckWhen i was little i wanted to work in genetic engineering. I wanted to start a federal funded grant research project called BEE.inc.( Biological enhancement engineering) then after a couple notebooks of writing down information about gene splicing and nanofabrication, I wanted to work for the CIA doing paramilitary operations. Meaning, basically i wanted to eliminate the monsters that exist on this wonderful blue ball we all live on. I was 14 and knew how to spell “Chechnya” and ” Human Trafficking” before i knew the difference between” I want” and ” I what”. I even said in front of a class of 40 students during my last year of high school when i was giving a speech about 3 possible career paths that ” Man get locked up, dogs get put down” Reforming to Shamil Basayev and the Beslan yalova escort school siege in 2004.I joined the military in 2014 with the same mentality to help the greater good by getting rid of the rotten apples. But i went into aviation instead. I was more about helping mankind through biology than bullets. After some time i couldn’t handle the load of school work and no matter how much ambition one has it wont help you memorized 200 facts about eukaryotes in 3 days. Then i went on this 3 year trip to study information systems to work this 100K/year remote job that would let me work from Rome, Prague maybe Cleveland. But Nada! i passed some course, failed others. And after 7 years of college, living at home you just want to get the fuck out. I then thought after all the jobs, military and escort yalova family trauma what career would allow me to use my analytical success with peolpe ( Fuck Dr.Phil) and still have a bigger purpose than just making money. Police officer!!and then detective. But did about 2 months in the Pittsburgh police academy in 2018. But left because i was 14 classes away for a degree in finance. I just wanted to make enough money to be free of having to please anyone.I write this to help better understand that its hard to have certain ideas in life but then you develop a fetish like being a cuck and everything you ever thought that you wanted just goes out the window. That every time you wanted to kiss a woman, or just dreamed about having a fun, supporting sexaully relationship just is gone. yalova escort bayan Where you have to decided to be a cuck or a man. Where you have to decided if you enjoy eating some black dudes cum off your woman or having her view you as a man with purpose and understanding. Where you at times get excited about sucking a dick with your women because she wants you too but at times just want a friend who doesn’t treat you like your less of a ” Real Man” Where even thinking about wanting to have a daughter one day makes you terrified to be the cuck you want to be but also have to maintain the mindset of a father/ a protected. Now the fetish comes first, it comes before love, before self-respect, before sleep/food/drinking, it comes before a family, friends, work. It comes before anything! Like many wannabe cucks out there, we hope we can find some level of happiness to keep us a float in every day life. Hoping that even if we never find what we’re looking, that we can still find some form of of self-validation in being self- aware

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